Wednesday, February 20, 2013


When the eyes cannot see
and still you believe,
That means your faith is strong.
When you cannot hear
and still you believe,
that means your faith is strong.
When you cannot touch
And still you feel,
That means your faith is strong.
The mind can be manipulated
And the senses deceived.
But the heart, always speaks the truth.

Monday, February 11, 2013

Prayer to Divine Mother



Prayer to Divine Mother
Artist: Uttar Kashi (Utkarsh)
Backup Vocals: Blackie &  Yogi Vashishtha (Mathew Newsome)
Sound Recording: Yogi Vashishtha (Mathew Newsome) at Auroville, India.


Lyrics:

Children Playing, In the sand
While I hold my mothers hand
Om Ma Sharanam ( x 8)

Om ( x4)

Children Playing, In the sand
While I hold my mothers hand
You are my only, Divine Mother
You are my only, there ain’t no other
Through all this Darkness
Into the Light (x2)
Through all this weakness
Into the might
I don’t know any way
Any other way to call you
I don’t have anything to offer
But in this time dear Ma
Under your beautiful sky
When all these questions bothering me
Like “who am I”
Sometimes there’s laughter
Sometimes there’s tears
Sometimes there’s braveness
and other times the fears
I don’t know anything coz I haven’t
seen this world like you
I can’t understand who I am
Well dear Mother
could you be so kind
There may be a fast forward
and there may be a rewind
But in the end my love
I just wanna stop
Fly up into the sky and let my body drop
Won’t you take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away

Om Ma Sharanam ( x8)

All this illusion
Stuck in the mud pile of delusion
And the visions of the ancient ones
And the voices of the innocent ones
And the barking of the dog
and the croaking of the frog
and the singing of the stars
singing of the stars
and the blowing of the wind and the sea
What’s inside of me
won’t you just set me free
Don’t you understand I just can’t be
won’t you just set me free
Don’t you understand I just can’t be anymore
Don’t you know
You Know, you know
I know you know

Om Ma Sharanam ( x4)

Like a moth into the flame
there aint anyone else that I can blame
The crying out inside
Like the great god that does decide
what we do
and what we think
and what we think and what we feel
Open me up dear mother
Like an orange away from peel
I don’t know who I am
or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t know any other
and I don’t know me
All I want dear mother
is that you set me free
Like a river flowing
into the sea
Set me freeeee
Yeah, set me free
Set me free from all this doubt
Set me free I can’t live without
Set me free from all this doubt
Set me free I can’t live without you

Om  Ma Sharanam (x 4)

Divine Mother
Take me in your lap
Divine Mother
Take me in your arms
I have all this longing
and I have all this pain
and I sit here crying
Like a child, again and again

Om Ma Sharanam (x 4)

Set me free
I can be anything you want me to be
Set me free I can be anything you want me to be
I can be a bird
I can be a tree
I can be a butterfly, humming bee
I can be an ant and I can be the sea
Just as long as we’re together you and me

Set me free
Oh, can’t you see
Set me free
Oh, can’t you see

I don’t wanna know anymore
Of the mystics and the folklore
I don’t wanna know anymore of the science
and the sea shore
You’re my sea shore you’re my sea
You’re so deep inside of me
I’m so blind that I still can’t see
You’re so deep inside of me
So set me free
So set me free

Om Ma Sharanam (x 4)

In my darkest hour
In my joy and my glee
I don’t feel anything
So won’t you please, won’t you please
Set me free

Om Ma Sharanam (x 4)

I ain’t gonna stop
till this body drops
you can keep me waiting
and ill stay here
I’m gonna sing through the night
I’m gonna sing all day
and I’m gonna sing, anyway

All this pain and suffering
You say “there will be a light”
It seems like such a big fat lie
And I don’t any more, any more
I don’t wanna fight this world
I don’t wanna fight myself
I don’t wanna fight anyone or anything
Well in this hemisphere
In the laughter in the tear
I’m so incomplete without you

You could take me to the moon
You could take me to the stars
You could make me a rock
You could make me anything that You choose
Anything That you choose

Om Ma Sharanam ( x4)

I could be a butterfly
I could be a tree
Just as long as
You are with me
They say that you’re already here
Then why do I tear
They say that you’re already here
then why do I, why do I fear
There must be something inside of me
Just trying to come out
Something that laughs, something that cries
Something that shouts

I don’t want anything
Just come here
Maybe I don’t sing to well
Maybe I don’t understand what you tell me
Om Ma Sharanam (x 4)

Like a moth into the flame
Take me away from this game
Like a moth into the flame
Take me away from this game
I don’t want anything
I don’t want anymore
I don’t wanna sleep
and I don’t wanna snore

You got me here so far
Then why do I wait
Like a dong sitting by the gate
Like a dong sitting by the gate
I wait for you
Yes its true
I wait for you

I don’t want this vile mind
I don’t want this mankind
I don’t know, where I wanna go
I know its not here

While  I swing like a pendulum
In this seven colored spectrum
While  I swing like a pendulum
In this seven colored spectrum
Sometimes I’m black
Other times I’m white
Sometimes I’m wrong
Other times I’m right
I don’t anymore visions
No more televisions
You can’t fool me all the time
Like a baby you distract me
And I’m happy to follow
Don’t you understand
Inside I feel so hollow

No I am not gonna stop
Not until this body drops
No I am not gonna stop
Not until this body drops
You can take me into a trance
You can even take me to Italy and France
I Don’t care
People stare
Why all this waiting
Are you fishing that you’re baiting
May be I don’t understand you
But I don’t need to
Do i…
I don’t need to, I don’t wanna
all I want is to be free
Don’t you understand me
All I want is to be free
Don’t you understand me

Om Ma Sharanam (x4)

What use are these names
What use are these games
What use are the dames
What use are these blames

I don’t want anything else
I don’t want no whistles and no bells
I don’t care what anyone says
There must be a way that you can help me
Won’t you set me free
Set me free
Set me free

Om Ma Sharanam ( x 4)

I can sing this song
I can be short and I can be long
I could be so high
I could be living
and I might die
I could have so many children
I could have another wife
I could have a little struggle, a little strife
Whats the point of all these lessons
You’re trying to teach me
Don’t you understand all I want is you reach me

Once I got you
I got everything in this world
I don’t need no diamond
I don’t need no girl
No Mercedes Benz or Lamborghini girl
I don’t need no riches
No gold
I don’t need horse
I don’t need no elephant
I don’t want from you
Oh, can’t you see
All I ask is
That you just set me free
You give me longing, for you
And you give me the pain
You give me this blessed body
And you give me this cursed brain
How long must this cycle go on like this
Tell me
It might make sense to you
But it means, Nothing, Nothing to me
It means nothing to me
coz you can see
And I can’t
Coz you can sing
and all I do is chant

You say you will open my heart
And cleanse me through my fart
And all the things you say
well, I know them anyway
So I think
I think
and I think so I am
If I am how can I be?
If you’re here with me
Just give me a sign
If you’re here with me then
Throw me a line and pull me up

Om Ma Sharanam…. (x 4)

Are you Mother Mary
Or the incredible Kali
Are you Laxmi, Maheshwari, Aditi, Saraswati?
You could be just anyone I meet
Or any woman I meet
Or any man, his name could be stan, lee, bruce
anything, what does it matter
What words just say are empty
what the minds says is so impure

Om Ma Sharanam…….

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Calling out, the true soul within


Way beyond the mountain
way beyond the sea
way beyond the ocean
the ocean of me

way beyond the lunatic
way beyond the grass
way beyond illusion
and way beyond the farce

way beyond the kingdom
of dreams and love and pain
way beyond the loss
and way beyond the gain

far beyond in  the galaxy
that lies so deep within
way beyond that dear friend
who's been through thick and thin

way beyond this reality
or the next one to this
way beyond the touch
and way beyond the kiss

lies a little person
no larger than my thumb
he doesn't say a word does he
and no, he is not dumb
just silent in tranquility
he watches and observes
as the road runs through desert and forest
and perilous mountain curves
sitting there in stillness
he doesn't even flinch
sitting there in his trance
he doesn't feel the pinch
come out come out
you little man
so little yet so big
your the seed of entirety
you are the treeless fig
come out, come out you little man
show me who you really are
are you the black infinity
or are you a shining star

one thing leads to another
and another leads to this
come out come out you little man
show me real bliss